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So lately I've been switching between really shitty, really happy, and really pissed off moods. I'm fucking sick of Bush and our government, and the National Guard, and FEMA, and Tom Coburn. We'll impeach a president over getting his dick sucked, but we won't impeach a president over lying and constantly dropping the fucking ball. I'm sick of all this anti-gay shit. Pretty much all of the family on my mom's side are Republican Conservatives. So, you know, I have some pretty sweet conversations about homosexuality with them. Fucking hypocrites. Yeah, the Bible says homosexuality is a detestable sin, but the Bible also says that anyone who curses or stikes their mother/father should be executed. The Holy Bible is a bunch of Holy shit. It also says that anyone who kidnaps someone, rapes an animal, practices homosexuality should be executed. If we followed every single thing the Bible said we wouldn't have a population problem right now. The Bible says to obey your government (Sweet Bush, trying to ban gay marriage) but the government also says SEPERATE CHURCH AND STATE, YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKS. Just like that, I swear. Close-minded mousetits.

And then my Aunt Dixie is pretty much literally wasting away. She went into the emergency room because she's puked up 6 buckets of blood. They found out her small intestine was dying and rotting away, so they did surgery and now only 1/3 of her small intestine is left . . . that's IF they don't take the rest of it out soon. The small intestine supplies most of the body's nutrients, so that means she's pretty fucked. Her life's going to be radically changed. She's going to get really skinny and not be able to do the thing's she normally did, and she's going to be sick and weak all the time. She either has to drink food for the rest of her life, or eat food through a tube in her chest constantly for the rest of her life. IF she makes it out of surgery and everything. Yup, life's pretty fucking sweet. My mom has to get back surgery again because the stupid fucking idiot doctors who did it before put a screw through one of her nerves.

On the other hand I've been seeing Ashley and she stayed the night last night. I'd be a lot worse off emotionally if I didn't have her. And I've been seeing my dad and new little brother Isaac a lot more than usual. He's 6 weeks old and I've seen him 3 times so far. Today I saw my dad, Isaac, dad's g/f and her little boy. We listened to Slayer and ate pizza at Jackson Park. We all went home early because my dad took Isaac down a slide and got shit smeared onto his shirt. Yup, there was shit on the slide.

Yesterday I climbed trees,played Soul Caliber II, and watched the Kane Hodder DVD with my cousin Jason.

My little brother Isaac always stares at me and smiles. And today I was lucky enough for him to spit up on my hand.

Tonight Ashley and I are eating breakfast for dinner.

Some things are good, and everything else is fucked up.